This thing helped me feel better in my poor condition.
I did this because I know myself and I was sure this should be done.
I, once again, succumbed to love despite everything.
And, foremost, I didn't hurt anyone by that.
I strongly believe that we need to stay coherent with our own philosophy. We should have solid convictions, especially at some stage of our life, and follow them no matter what. This is what adulthood is.